After reading all your wonderful words of encouragement yesterday, I am feeling much better about everything today.
I know that I just need to surrender to what is right now. I will try to appreciate how completely dependent Zac is right now, and how tiny & precious & innocent he is... and how fleeting it all is.
I already had to put away all his newborn clothes which no longer fit him.
Time is flying by in a way, and soon things will be easier.
I am learning to take a few minutes to myself, even if he cries. To pour myself a coffee, have a bowl of yogurt and strawberries, and take a few deep breaths.
I hope you are having a wonderful day, wherever you are out there : )